Re: Lifestyle!
Date: February 1, 2006 06:17
mandu Wrote:
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> well I have been doing xTc for about a year and a
> half,I would like to give up but not sure how to
> go about it.Im in China (shenzhen)but the
> hospitals here are not set up for drug
> addiction.there are know western doctors here
> either.
>
> alot of my friends take it as well which is hard
> to get away from.I have sent emails to detox
> centres asking for advice on how to give up a xTc
> and how i can combat the bad side effects from
> giving up.but they are not sure how to help.Iam
> married and have a teaching job.and leaving china
> is not an option.
>
> Its my own fault i let this happen and i dont
> blame anyone,but if anyone can give me some really
> good advice.that would be alot of help.
Mandu,
Is this the same drug as the popular designer drug of the States called ecstacy?
Man, all I can say is that your head is in the right place, since you are brave enough to open up in this forum, so you have the strength to put this demon behind you. Listen, drugs can be fun, but I can speak from experience, bro', that eventually you will realize that the party's over and you are all alone in some hell hole of a bathroom somewhere trying to keep the fun alive. My advice is to continue pursuing professional help. In the absence of professional help, focus on how good your life can be without the monkey on your back. Remind yourself that you were in control of your life once before and you have the power to do it again. Just like any goal in life, it is helpful to visualize yourself in a positive situation without that drug. It's not easy, but keep looking ahead, try not to dwell on the past. For me, I never had professional help, and I dug myself out of some really ugly holes. I took it one day at a time, as cliche as that may sound it is really helpful. I realized that every day I didn't return phone calls of the ol' pusher, I was one day closer to reaching that goal. Slowly, it got easier to say no. It didn't happen overnight and, yes, there were set backs, but each day it got a little bit easier. We all joke about sex, drugs and rock and roll, but our dirty little secret is that it's really not very fun if you're not in control, and Mandu, you have got to get back in control. One day at a time. Take your time, because Time is on Your Side, Yes it is. Right frankie?
Mandu, contact me and I'll talk you through this thing.
China, huh?? People are counting on you. You can do it.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 2006-02-01 18:08 by Lukester.