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VoodooLounge13
Sorry, Sweet Neo Con, wasn't trying to sound the victim part at all. It's true I do tend to put others feelings ahead of mine, so much so that I tend to sacrifice my own dreams and desires, like living in upstate NY. I positively hate it here, but my wife refuses to move, so I gave up on that battle.
Not all my friends that was an exaggeration, obviously, but it always seems like you tell someone a secret, having finally felt like you can trust a person, and it's not long before that secret is being used against you. I'm a very good judge of people, I pride myself on it in fact, but when I get burned like that, it really stings, so I usually don't bother trying to make new friends. That was all I was trying to say.
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VoodooLounge13
My daughter's 7, the boys are 4 and 3.
My wife doesn't know what I'm going thru currently. She just knows I've been really depressed lately. No she would never want to split. Like I said we were separated a few years back for very similar reasons and it was a long road back, only to find myself back at the same situation. I was a mess Friday night and she told me straight out that she wasn't strong enough to go thru that again.
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VoodooLounge13
Mostly the feeling like I don't love my wife, but also just the whole thought of this is all that my life has been.
No she's not cheated, not a drug addict, or kid beater. In fact, she loves me dearly. Really if one were to look at my life, I should be completely happy, but there is a vast emptiness that has always been there.