Well, Iam not particularly religious or anything....but I wish you all the best and hope things will get better from now on!!!!
Believe me, I know how it feels when you think things cannot get worse and then they do - I had one of the worst years of my life in 2009 but then again....I learned a lot from it too!
In any way, I wish you all the best of luck and hope things will turn around soon.
Hiccup (and to join in with the formerly known as....Dandelion)