Happy birthday Rooster!!!!!!
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Rooster you make me cry. I just want R&R and other music,no drugs,alcohol and ...,sweet love. If I don't leave this board I'll be hoping and stay addicted to you,this isn't what I want and you need your privacy also.I went to far.
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Rooster, I wish you well with the chicken flu!!! But ifyou see a chicken and you really love her just don't walk on by when you haven't seen her for 2 weeks,cause someone else might see or think,be honest to yourself. I'll leave this board now,sorry for being around ,but I was addicted to you. And remenber you won't find it in sex,drugs and alcohol it's in you and
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Rooster, don't wanna disturb you in your thread,but if you don't love yourself and treat yourself good,you need someone else who does it for you and that's not love that's needing someone it isn't making you independent. Wel you can read it all in lyfestile en de jellinek. Take care rooster.
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For you I hope you find someone who is open,uderstanding,interested and isn't hardcore!!! Goodluck to you while you search rooster,damn all those chickens waiting foryou to come!!
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I never fell in love before,I need to learn to love myself first,so I'm a virgin in this subject!
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I like the one: Playing the flute You know when you hear hmmm....ooh....aah
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Hmmmm.......the mood I was in. It's the only song which made me cry,this morning!!!!
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And La tongue about the breaking up with your girlfriend. Maybe I went,and am still, going through the motions too. I recently had a break up too. At first I tried to runnaway from all that I felt,the pain,but then I came to my senses again and I cried,cried,cried....and then there came a moment when I found out how to handle these feelings. These experiences made me also realise that I g
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And maybe it helps you to dance,or start running,I don't know if you do this,or other forms of excersise!!! It helps me!!
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La tongue, I thougt I was very personal in this thread. I told you how I stopped using xtc,cocaine,speed and weed,but I'm not finished yet I'm still drinking to much,still smoke and got to keep an eye on the sex-addicttion. But I won't give up before I stopped every attack on myself with poisson or unhealthy life-patterns. You wrote you don't want to lock yourself up,
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La tongue, I stay alone cause I need this confrontation with myself,it makes me able to work better, more concentrated.
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La tongue you don't need to lock yourself up,that's what I do. But if you want to do this ,don't be afraid of yourself, do what you like, heal yourself,being alone also can give you such a freedom!!!!
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Yes,canadian sway I'm a vegetarian too,like the way you live,but I'm not that far.
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La tongue,I locked myself up when I realised what I was doing, I stopped everything I did to work on myself.Now I don't use drugs anymore,don't have sex anymore, but I'm still struggling with nicotin and alcohol. I think it's true when you say that you have to search it inside instead of outside yourself. And when you're able to give yourself what you need and you'
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And Lukester, I could share some pics and video's and films if I search in my past,but I don't have to,just close your eyes and imagine....,no, I'm just kidding too!!!! But your reaction brought me to another subject,a photograph or porn addiction,or enjoying these forms of "art ". I'm that kind of woman who liked to feed her eyes and senses with beautifull mus
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It's so strange when I was into social work I was able to help people with all kinds of problems and addictions,but helping myself is a hard job!! For example there is this "friend"I used to write songs with,8 years we worked together,I love to work with him again,but he drinks A lot,at the moment I'm to weak to ignore the alcohol. Making new friends is hard too cause I
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Ididn't write about a party lifestyle and a quiet lifestyle.I wrote about the strange thougt that having a party was the best doing all the things I did. I see, to have a real good party,I gotta search in my inside and not outside myself in drugs,alcohol and sex. I think it's better conversating when you aren't drunk,high or stoned.I think loving each other, when you don'
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Another crazy thought where I need to get rid of is that having a good time,a party, is to drink,take xtc,cocaine,weed and lots of cigarettes,also there got to be good music and a man to have hot sex with!! A long time I had this strange idea with those the party was cool,hot and wild!! But there gotta be a way to have a real good time ,maybe even better,without it all when you don't just
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At the time I was into singing,playing drums and songwriting I met Doug Wimbish,he was interested in working together but I was A bit shy,I know if I used cocaine,I wasn't that shy anymore!! On stage the same,this are a few examples which made me see that I had to grow otherwise I would destroy myself,don't want it to be like this anymore! Anyone had this stage-experiences??
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Good luck ,La tongue!!! If you're willing and able ,post, once in a while, about the coming changes!
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I don't know how music and the people going with flows you like influenced your behaviour,La tongue.I know what it did to me when I was into modelling,dance,singing and other arts,the people around me did influence me as you can read in other posts. I know I wanna be back in music again,sing, without the things I did there before but I also know that I'm not strong enough at the moment
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La tongue let the hate go and do some good things with what you see!!!!
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But rooster, when someone is addicted to sex,drugs,alcohol or something else, do you think this person can give you good love? Don't you think it's given to get something cause he or she can't give this to themselves??!
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Yeah rooster,don't have my own mind,dr phil's! Only 3 holes!
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La tongue I think it's becoming aware that you need to take good care of yourself and then you'll attract people who are taking good care of themselves and others!So you got to give yourself what's good so you won't have to search it in sex,drugs,alcohol(R&R)!
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Why are you shattered and how did you became a black limousine,rooster?
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Rooster,I'm trying to take serious what you wrote,but I don't understand it!!
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First I wanna thank the people who were so open,serious and supportive,especially Lukester and scenearts. Mandu I like to read in your posts how you're going and I wish you all, to love your body and become good for it!!!I think it's great what you're doing and I'm glad that you're not in a depression. Then there's another subject I like to mention,I talked abo
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Get outta of my house With your dirty old mouse, Yeah rooster!!
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