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caschimann
If you struggle livelong loving or at least liking yourself and never ever really had the ability to do so you look for things who do this job who loves you. You gather a truckload of friends around you who really love you to fill in with their love the big gap in your spirit. But then you find out: Even all of hem give you all of their heart the gap is never filled. Its waiting for you to find the love for yourself. And finding it is the only way to fill in and to feel complete. Instead you look for other fillers. Drugs, Drinks and stuff. And doing it you hate yourself even more and you are 2000 Lightyears wider away from yourself and the love somewhere hidden in you. A Nightmare. A Suicide Rollercoaster. I am sorry to the deepest I can be for YOU Matthew.
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caschimann
If you struggle livelong loving or at least liking yourself and never ever really had the ability to do so you look for things who do this job who loves you. You gather a truckload of friends around you who really love you to fill in with their love the big gap in your spirit. But then you find out: Even all of hem give you all of their heart the gap is never filled. Its waiting for you to find the love for yourself. And finding it is the only way to fill in and to feel complete. Instead you look for other fillers. Drugs, Drinks and stuff. And doing it you hate yourself even more and you are 2000 Lightyears wider away from yourself and the love somewhere hidden in you. A Nightmare. A Suicide Rollercoaster. I am sorry to the deepest I can be for YOU Matthew.