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GasLightStreet
My wife died of triple negative breast cancer in September of 2017.
I found out what it means when people that have lost their loved one commit suicide because of the hole in their heart - I wavered on that fence for 4 solid months, literally night and day. I faced that.
It hurt. It almost ruined me.
Not sure if that is relevant but a few other people in the family lost loved ones to cancer - I'm surrounded by loss. SE Louisiana is not exactly... it's just really really weird.
I know it's good to be alive... but I learned how sad it can be to be alive while dealing with cancer.
It changed my life.
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GasLightStreet
My wife died of triple negative breast cancer in September of 2017.
I found out what it means when people that have lost their loved one commit suicide because of the hole in their heart - I wavered on that fence for 4 solid months, literally night and day. I faced that.
It hurt. It almost ruined me.
Not sure if that is relevant but a few other people in the family lost loved ones to cancer - I'm surrounded by loss. SE Louisiana is not exactly... it's just really really weird.
I know it's good to be alive... but I learned how sad it can be to be alive while dealing with cancer.
It changed my life.
We are dealing with Stage 3 too (I think that’s what you mean). We were going to enjoy retirement and travel then this happened to us immediately after I quit work. We are keeping positive. That’s what ya have to do.