CLAPTON autobio excerpt w/major MICK content
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Date: October 7, 2007 23:29
IN 1989 I began working on one of my own favourite albums, Journeyman. During the recording sessions I was introduced to a pretty young Italian model named Carla. Initially I wasn’t overly interested, but she was clearly a music fan and seemed quite taken with me. I was very flattered because she was only 21 and very sexy. We began dating, and in a very short time I became obsessed with her.
I was living in New York, and it served as a backdrop for our affair, very fast and very romantic. While it was still going strong, the Stones came through town on their Steel Wheels tour. Carla asked me if I would take her to see them. We went to the show and afterwards I took her backstage to meet the guys.
I remember saying to Jagger, “Please Mick, not this one. I think I’m in love.” In the past he had made several unsuccessful passes at Pattie, and I knew Carla would appeal to his eye. For all my pleadings, it was only a matter of days before they started a clandestine affair.
After Carla had stood me up a couple of times, I got a call from the girl who had introduced us, telling me Carla was seeing Mick and it was serious. The obsession gripped me for the rest of that year, and took some grisly turns when I found myself guesting with the Stones on a couple of shows, knowing she was lurking in the background.
The deception involved in her affair with Jagger drove a deep wedge between me and him, and for a while I found it hard to think of him without malice. Later on, of course, I quietly felt both gratitude and compassion towards him, first for delivering me from certain doom, and second for apparently suffering such prolonged agony in her service.
Prompted by my obsession with Carla and Mick, I began to do some proper recovery work. For a start, it was deemed necessary by my sponsor [in the 12-step programme] that a “fourth step” inventory be taken on the subject of my resentment toward them both. The fourth step is generally practised as an honest review of the past to identify the alcoholic’s own contribution to his drinking problems.